A relaxing wed afternoon

Dear Diary,

nice weather today, although it rain, but it was nice and comfy after all the heat. I spent my afternoon walking alone in a mall, trying to figure out how to decorate my invitation for the annual concert... but ended up, buying nothing, cos they are not right.

Keep walking, listening to my mp3, it was the soundtrack of nodame, nice classicals, piano playing, concertos, symphonies... nice... it was so relax. Then i walked pass a CD shop, I walked in, trying to get more classical CD for my car, but that shop was in a mess, they don't organize the classical CD, it was hard to find a good one. Then i gave up... and i decided....

Walked into Yamaha Music store, trying to get some books, but couldn't find any one that i am looking for. then I made another decision, like within a minute...

to walk out from the mall, to another music store that sell more books... cos I WANT those repertoires by today, I want to practise them on the piano tomorrow early morning.. if i can play piano in the night i would love to, but i know i can't... so, tomorrow morning, i want new repertoires. Am i too 任性。I don't care!!!

So, i ended up with a shopping bag in my hand, with Schubert piano sonata book 1, and fantasy in f minor by Schubert in the bag.... I am happy now....

then happily, eat dinner with sis... so... today was a good day for me, although i can't get anything for the invitation cards, can't get anything from the messy CD store, and can't get any book from Yamaha...

wish tomorrow can be another happy and relaxing day for me~~~ yeah, lunch with jazz and celeste and their mum...

完美世界

你多久没有很真诚地拥抱你身边的人了？或多久没有被一首歌，或一本书感动？多久没有和一个小孩很天真地聊天？还是多久没有不顾一切地付出，或帮助有需要的人？

这两天我想了很多。。。我说，如果这个世界上的每一个人都不顾一切地去爱着身边的人，该有多好？没有自私，没有自负，没有猜疑也没有势利的人，全心全意地为别人付出，也不会有人认为你是愚蠢的人，那么社会会不会多一些色彩？少一些黑暗？

今天教了琴，驾着车在路上游荡。。。停在红绿灯前，看着过马路的人，都是疲惫的脸，是在为现实忙碌吗？中学的，就尽是一脸‘事不关己’的模样，手上的一支手机，已经将他们锁在一个只属于他们自己的空间。小学生就只沉溺在一个叫PSP的玩意儿。

把车停下，下车逛逛，经过一间幼儿园，从窗外望进去。。。太好了，终于有一个地方是没有被污染的，天真无邪的笑着，闹着，我慧心一笑。

有个朋友告诉我，如果不知道自己将来的路怎么走，就想一想当初最早的梦想。当初是怎么开此现在的路的，我没有忘记，但是最早的那份单纯，就真的忘了。我必须再努力一点，努力地去感受，努力地去维持。。。因为‘顺风时要维持，逆风时就得坚持了’ 。

我在很努力的维持，但是有时候，还是会迷失方向，那个时候，你是不是可以包容一下？请停下脚步，等一等我，我会很快的找到出路，在出口和你会合。

我现在想练琴，怎么办？

祝福

Dear Diary, plz help me to send all my best wishes to a friend... I dedicate this post to her.

I am glad that you have return to your warm shelter again today;
I am glad that you feel safe once more;
I can't give you much, but will pray for you day and night,
You will be fine, and continue to glow with your music... happily & bright,
& you know, i am always by your side.