Pictures Post

sigh... just trying to be funny, waited for haw to off from work, nothing to do, hair keep dropping and irritate my eyes, so, tahda~~~ a huge hairband that i could find in my car.

this was long ago as well, my sis and i were walking out from the thunder tea place, we had that as dinner, then saw this huge Bailey's bottle flying in the sky. the pic is quite blur, cos we took it with our mobile. but quite cool, right? only if we could take the pic nearer to the bottle, but couldn't be bothered to walk all the way there.

this pic was taken quite some times ago, i went for a wedding dinner at liang court, they have this pre-x'mas (see how long ago... sigh, i was too lazy to upload pics) concert with all the mini toons characters performing on stage. oh my, see what Mr. Tazz doing with his right hand? bad bad~~~

haha, worked so long for this skin, i mean, i got it from blogskins but did a little editing here and there. Changed the pic, setup everything, already took me so long, gosh, this is making me crazy.

I must impose colours into my life, i like colours, why was i so grey?

ok, didn't post for a few days, busy with the holidays, X'mas eve, X'mas day and now, boxing day. Went for 2 movies during the weekends, the Golden Flowers and a nite at the museum.

The Golden Flowers, hmmm... the story line is quite DUH! but i was paying more attention to the making of the whole film. Man, so many ppl involved, like so... WOW, that actually possible? Quite impressed by the making, but not the story line, basically everybody die in the end, left with the King and the Queen.

The museum film is funny, at first i tot it will be quite scary, cos, well, you know, i wouldn't want to spend a nite at a museum... everything in there are, er... DEAD! but the show turns out to be quite funny, haha... nice one.

a week of term holidays is waiting for me. I must plan my holidays wisely, can't waste them anymore. Got to do some make-ups though, cos I will be away for a weekend in Jan.

Chatting with an old friend right now, gosh, all the memories just keep pouring into me. I got to let some out, that's why i blog while chatting with him. Cannot take it anymore, going crazy, i must say something, or rather type something. Nowadays, read too much, chat too much, see too much, all sorts of thoughts are fighting inside me, i wanted to do so many things, but don't know how to start. I wanted to write something, but don't know how to start. Arghhh... i hate this kind of feelings. My brain settled down for quite a long period of time, during that time, i feel happy, i feel easy, i feel bright.

But now.... i feel sick, i am soooo sick. Whoever that read this post, plz plz plz, don't think that i am gonna CS. I am not, just a process of getting all the nonsense and rubish out of me... I am a robot, i need to reboot my system once in a while, and this time, i dragged too long, that's why i am sick... brrrr..... i cannot think anymore, after i finish reading that sad love story, i am gonna read some lao fu zhi and xiao ding dang. I must look at colours, pink, red, yellow, white. But not grey, black and green. Bye i feel sick.

最近看了一本小说，是述说一段凄美的爱情故事。很久没有看书看得那么感动了，几乎掉了眼泪。
为什么凄美的爱情总会让我感动，那么悲惨，男女主角最终都没有在一起，这样的结局不是美好的，不应该是这样的。但是我却觉得，分开是必然的，我不希望他们在一起，我觉得事情不会那么美好，他们不可能排除万难的追求自己的幸福。
这样的想法让我发指，我感到害怕，我觉得我又变得灰灰的。幸福的感动离我很远，想到的尽是一些凄凉的结局。我忠觉得自己会做出一些坏事，一些会伤害身边的人的坏事。

Gosh was so tired yesterday. Both mentally and physically. Actually these kinda feelings started from Saturday. I was extremely quiet, not as hyper, not as talkative. All becoz of the class hour that i gonna attend on sunday. I realized i got no time to practice my piano at all due to the pack time table of my own job. Piano lesson on thursday, thought can at least prac a bit after the lesson, but Thursday, Friday and Saturday was just so busy. I cannot believe that i am still going to the class hour on Sunday. Well, i 'harden' my face and just went. that 1.45 min on stage, can just easily get me killed. I went there, with haw and sis, traffic was heavy, this added to my stress. I was late for one hour, i tot i am not gonna go on stage, well, the feeling is weird, one side of me want to go up, but i was too scared till my hands are shaking... i just wish that teacher will just cancel my name on the programme list... well, obviously she didn't. I went up, play and play, getting softer and softer, guiltier and guiltier ( i always feel this way, i don't know why, maybe i know that i can do better, just lack of prepare) after maybe longer than 1.45min, cos teacher said i play too slow, the CD is 1.45min... anyway, i finished, they clapped, well, they suppose to clap for everybody, so it didn't mean that i played well, i know i did badly... will try again next time, with better preparation, better tone, better smile.

went for piano lesson yesterday morning, (cos i am posting this on friday morning, 4am) YES~ 4am, i am crazy, i must be. anyway, i had my piano lesson, er... not too bad, didn't get scolding, haha. sounds like i always get scolding huh, but actually tat was not the fact. and i confirmed with teacher that i am going to the class hour this sunday, and most important thing is I AM PERFORMING. Gosh, cannot believe that i actually want to do it. but after a 2nd thought, i still want to do it. It's hard to give the first step to it, but, i think i can do it. Teacher gives me so much encouragement, can't let her down. i CANNOT let her down.

antigravity at vivocity... look at the wave of lights, cool.

By the way, these pictures suppose to be posted longggggg time ago, well, can't do it earlier cos my phone, IR device and computer decided to go on protest, but now they guai guai already, so here they are, some ancient pics.

it had a charity book fair on it

look at the amount of sea water

i took this 3rd pic is because i was amazed by the level of the sea water, this is the first time i see this, i was so near to the sea. it looked like a huge swimming pool, standing on the path, was scary. Some people says, sea water is women's tears, why was it so much that day?

gosh, i am so mad

i am so angry of myself

i am such a looser

why am i this way tonite?

how could i throw my anger on him

i am mad, sooo MAD

stupid me, bad me, must be crazy

i am sorry, i didn't mean to

i couldn't control myself

guess i need some rest

no mood

bye