you know, yesterday i went for another class hour... suppose to be something like the master class. but the maestro is my teacher. My very first time to attend a masterclass, so i didn't know that not just teacher need to comment on my performance, but also all the audience. of course i need to comment on other ppl's performance as well. sigh sigh.... i got terrible stage fright. it's my 死穴。ended up, my hands, my legs, my body, all shaking while performing... 弹得乱七八糟。老师还叫我从弹。唉！！！
明明在家练习的时候，已经是百分之一百的没有错误，但是一紧张，就又断谱，又错音，一塌糊涂。已经是对那份谱熟悉得不得了，还是不行，下个礼拜的masterclass, 不知道可以不可以活着走出大堂。需不需要先吃一粒镇定剂哈？
我很怕叻，心情完全不能平复下来，这个星期该怎么过？学生的考试又在眼前了。。。 压力压力压力。。。 ARGHHHH~~~~~ 压力啊！！！！！
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