Acupuncture

ACUPUNCTURE

"arggghhhhhh.... pain pain pain pain..."

this was exactly what i shouted when i get off the bed this morning... I hardly walk, my ankle hurts like mad, and this really makes me worry, cos in a few days time i will be on a Bangkok trip. How could i let myself injured till so badly at this point of time.

actually the pain had been bugging me for weeks, but i just ignore it, cos it always happen, and it will heal after a while. So, i just leave it as it is. Who knows, after the concert, cos i wore heals on that day, i feel the pain more, i couldn't even walk when i get up in the morning. This is bad, BAD!!!!!~~~~

so, i decided to go to a chinese doc for some 推拿。while she examine my ankle...

"Doc, so are you going to do the 推拿for me or just bandage?"

"well, i will do acupuncture and bandage for you." she said with a pleasant voice.

"WHAT????!!!! ACUPUNCTURE???? er.... no thanks, can you just do the bandage for me?"

"don't be silly, acupuncture will cure you faster, somemore it's quite serious as you didn't come to me straight away when you first feel the pain." she said, this time, fierce loh.

I almost fainted... things that i scared the most in my entire life... 1st lizards, 2nd NEEDLES!!!
oh my, am i going to survive after the acu???

well, cos she was fierce, i damn scared, i think i scared of her more than the needles now, ok, she is the 2nd, and 3rd will be the needles. So i 乖乖躺下。1st needle, i feel the so called ant-bite pain, but still bearable, 2nd needle, 3rd needle, 4th needle... yi?? i didn't feel a thing, not even the ant-bite pain... wahahahaha... she said my skin too thick, and too much fat, that's why.. so funny la, acupuncture??? no pain one la~~~~ <--- now i can tell ppl this.

let you see the 4 needles that went right into my 穴位。 after the acu, she bandaged the ankle for me, got to leave it for 2 days. hopefully i will be ok b4 the bangkok trip.

"Ms Lee, I think your concert was good, maybe next time can have it in a bigger room like some theater or something."

yahooo~~~~ thanks for the positive feedback, i think not just the children need encouragement, i need them too... i need it so badly, cos i am a libran, a libran always think that they are not good enough, and need tonnes and tonnes of praise and encouragement to keep their lives going...

ya, i think i will consider to book Victoria Theater for my next recital. will you support me? next time, i must start to prepare everything much earlier. maybe this year end? hmmm... or maybe end of next year. It's quite a journey to get one concert done, tired, you know? so sorry for the ppl around me too, cos when i can't get the pressure, i will just release them all on them. shall try to control, i will.

This morning, heard something on the radio, it was UFM1003... the DJ was saying something like the difference between men and women. 他和她。。。。。 女人点了"男人不该让女人流泪", 男人则点了"女人不该让男人太累"。

他
他不帮忙做家务
他不帮忙带孩子
他不懂得尊敬我的家人
他结婚过后就没有再浪漫过
他不来接我下班。。。。。等等等等

她
她心里想什么我不了解
她太浪费
她不懂得看地图
她太专制
她疑心太重。。。。。等等等等

男人和女人的战争是不会间断的，男人需要女人，女人需要男人，DJ 做得好，她献给全新加坡的男人和女人一首歌。。。。。"除了爱你，还能爱谁"

龙凤斗
watched this movie on Channel 8 yesterday, well, should be a few hours ago, quite touch with the story.

世界上真的会这样的男人吗? 爱自己的老婆几乎达到疯狂的地步。但是他的疯狂不是所谓的变态的行为例如，跟踪，不让她出门，不可以跟别的男人说话等等。他是真的爱到处处为她着想，利用自己全部剩余的时间( 因为他知道自己患了绝症) 去为她铺路，物质上的甚至于心灵上的他都为她想妥。

就算自己已经不在人世，也让她报着希望。啊~~~~ 我太感动了，刘德华于郑秀文也实在是演得太好了。还是要问多一次，世界上真的还有这样的男人吗? 如果有的话，还剩几个。

唉丫，别误会，我可不是在诅咒世界上的好男人都得绝症，只是。。。。。感慨~~~

My Recital 2007

Finally it's over, i was so super busy with this annual concert of mine. Buy presents, wrap presents, book studio, choose pieces, etc etc. Luckily i got my sister and Haw to help me with the programme and wrapping part. of course, Corina, she was so helpful as well. She help me to write the script for the emcee to read. 10q 10q.

well.. the whole thing was brought out quite well, the parents are so super supportive, the students were great, most of them are first-timer for concert, aren't they great?~~~

one thing... about the studio, NOT BIG ENOUGH~~~ gosh... i didn't expect it to be so crowded, some even need to stand for the first half of the concert, so pai seh... next time i shall consider a bigger studio. It's hard actually, cos if too far, parents might not want to attend, and there isn't any nice and big studio near Sengkang, Hougang, Punggol area. Guess i got to do some research and start gathering oppinions from fellow parents about this.

here's some pictures of the day first.

my 2 little Emcees of the day... thanks gals Corina... why so nervous?!! it's over, thanks for coming, and also, the script.

The lovely audience, and adorable performers, u all are great!!!
isn't she adorable?

Gotcha... sleeping??? naaa... just on candid while blinking eyes
Debbie.. you played well, keep it up~~

Analyze analyze analyze... 3 pieces to analyze, why can't i just play with expression without analyzing? what's wrong with that????

teacher says, " what you are playing is just an empty box, no story lines, no pictures in your performing!!!"

what??? what does that mean??? story lines in a piano playing? pictures in piano playing?? sigh, i am confuse. I know analysis is important, but i always very slow in analyzing, always tot there will be a short cut to do it, but today, teacher says, "no, you just got to practise, and speed up your analyzing skill as time goes by." cruel, cruel, cruel~~~

3 pieces, not just one, oh my goodness...

1. 2 part invention in D minor by J.S.Bach
2. 2 part invention in F major by J.S.Bach
3. Prelude by F.Chopin

you all better get ready, cos this week, i am gonna..... analyze you, thoroughly, 彻彻底底的。。。让你们在我的笔下赤裸得无所盾形， wahahahahaha....

绝对superstar~~~

我并没有追看绝对superstar 的习惯。今天是女子组的决赛，我想说应该捧捧场，望个两眼什么的。节目开播的时候，因为工作的关系， 没来得极看，唯有把它录下，得空时才看。

刚刚看过了，感触，也感动了一下。其实，一直都有在i 周刊和U 一周里知道参赛者们的实力。也知道这一界的女子组会比男子组来得逊色一些。所以在看女子组决赛的时候，其实是有保留的。心想应该不会有太多的惊喜。的确，节目开始，一直到差不多最后一首歌，我差点没睡著。怎么两个参赛者都平平无奇，没有什么突破， 直到最后一首歌。。。。。 是《触摸》。

这首歌原唱应该说是新加坡的一个奇迹，陈伟联。他是一位视障歌手，上一界绝对superstar 的总冠军。陈的版本我蛮喜欢，因为让我感动，可能因为他看不见的，所以唱起来特别的有感觉，只因为触摸是他日常生活的大部份。

我万万没有想到，佳盈也可以唱得那么棒。是另一种味道。评判说得妙，一种坚强小女人的味道。一种大决赛才会出现的完美，被佳盈以平常心 来呈现。没有再把得失看得那么重，百分百的自信，唱出自己应有的水平。一个字。。。。。棒!!!

我太感动了，因为时间的关系，没有办法第一时间让我身边的人一起分享我这份澎湃，唯一管道。。。博客。现在顿时认为博客是现今社会一种最了不起的发现。

week of BLUR

"sis, feel like watching a movie ho?"

That was the first step to all the mistakes that happened during the entire weekend. So we decide on the movie that we feel like watching.

"May May said BORAT is super funny, why don't we watch that?" sis said

"Ya, i read it some where that says it was good too, funnier than Mr. Bean." i agreed with her choice of movie... and that was the 2nd step, oh no, is not a step, it WAS a mistake already.

ok, since i am working the whole of Saturday, and we wanted to watch the movie on Saturday nite, and also since my dearest sister was soooo super free at home got nothing to do, so, i asked her to book the ticket online. I want it to be at Golden Village(GV) VivoCity. and I know that Vivo is forever crowded and forever long q for GV, that's why i want it to be booked online.

ok, after long day of work. we headed to vivo happily, as predicted, longggg q for the ticketing counter at GV, longggg q even for the booked ticket colleting counter. So, we decided to walk around first, about time then we go to collect the tickets. Me and Haw shopped like mad, bought loads of pressy for my students. for the concert de. Out of boredom sis went to q for the tickets.

Tada~~~~ the tickets that she booked online, wasn't for vivo, it's at the GV @ GREAT WORLD CITY...

"WHAT????!!!! where the hack is that place???" i puzzled

Are we gonna make it there b4 the movie starts? it's 9.40pm already, and the movie is at 9.50pm, although we can always reach there b4 10pm. the most important thing is, where is that place? i never drive there b4, not even from AMK, and now we got to go there from vivo within 20min???

see the mistake tat we made? ok, that's not the worse... I called up Jenny for the direction, didn't pay much attention to the direction anyway, i can't picture the whole route in my mind just by listening to her... gosh, but anyway, we decided to try it out... and guess what? me managed, we manged to get there b4 10pm, my god, i was so proud of myself, cos i was driving, i am also proud of my sis, cos she was checking out the map.

ok, we reached there... watched BORAT, it is a RA(21) movie... I didn't know that, i tot was RA(18) or something... er... about that movie, it's a bigger mistake. Sigh sigh... i can't explain wat was that movie all about, and i wouldn't recommend it to my friends either... the whole movie is so stupid, my sis nearly vomit during the show. She blamed herself so much for buying that movie by using her own credit card... spoilt her image, haha, is that bad~~~

and WE GOT TO RUSH SO MUCH JUST FOR THIS STUPIDEST MOVIE THAT I'VE EVER WATCH IN MYLIFE.

something good happen though... I was so happily shopping. it have been a while since i last spend so much. I got a name list of my students, i buy and buy and buy, so excited. and during the weekend, i got 2 more membership cards to my collection of a bunch of cards in my wallet. the minitoons, and the toysRus card. haha... so happy.

tomorrow i am gonna buy some wrapping papers, start wrapping my thingy... another nice and meaningful activity for the day, rather sitting in front of the comp the whole day like i normally do when i am at home.

Random Pictures Post

after the serious flood, some where in Johore

see the flower? haha, sis tide it there, she wu liao

took this pic while driving... oops, wrong demo, sorry mr. traffic police

waiting to count down, welcome 2007

purple snow flakes drop from sky

3 fishes and 1 photographer

went back to KL for the weekend. It was Yen Ping's wedding~~~ the banquet was grand, the deco was nice, and most of all, they actally have live singers for the dinner. So cool ya?

Met soooooo many of my x-classmates over there, a total of 7 tables, wow~~ impressed. Everybody came back for their wedding, ppl that work in singapore and Shanghai. I missed them so much, every1 is 30 this year, but we look just the same as we were in sec1, the looks are the same, (only some exceptional case) even the attitude remain the same too, so humorous, the guys, i mean.

Chao Thing is pregnant, gosh, how come no one tell me this, 3 months already. Congratz!!!

I was so touched when i see everybody, i was even more touched when i see Yen Ping and Siew Sa... so happy for them. another couple~~~

ok, that was Saturday(060107), today (070107), is the actual day of the wedding, yesterday was just the banquet. today early in the morning, i went to Yen Ping's place, which is just a street in front of mine. We planned to 'torture' Siew Sa... so funny ler, we gals ask the boys to eat the sweet, sour, bitter & spicy. Sweet ( sweets), sour (lemon), bitter (bitter tea) and spicy (cili padi in some bananas) hehe... Siew sa is such a sweet man... he did everything that we gals ask him to do... and i also found out that the wedding car is a new car that he just bought not long ago, and the number plate is XXX 7107, which is today's date... so sweet of him ya~~~

i didn't follow their car to siew sa's house this morning though... cos i am suppose to drive back to singapore later the day, and i didn't know what time they will finish the whole wedding thingy...

around 3pm, i left KL, i drove drove drove... and drove drove drove... so tired... and at one point, i really going to fall asleep, so dangerous... i stopped at Pagoh, wash face, drink coffee and trying so hard to keep myself up.. and arrived singapore around 8.30pm, went to causeway point for dinner, on sis, hehe... then come back home, I am exhausted... but i really got to post something down about this meaningful weekend.. that's why no matter how tired i am right now, i got to on the comp, log into blooger, and here i am... finishing my post for today~~~

應該怎麼抉擇?

this post was transfered from my friendster's blog, that blog was dead (sobz) but i like this post very much, so, just share it with everybody here @ my Dailies-Farm

有沒有一種人是天生就對這個社會感到厭惡? 我想應該沒有。要對自己的人生報著怎麼樣的態度﹐不都是自己決定的嗎? 為什麼要選擇討厭呢? 但是這個問題的關鍵字是“天生”。 所以一些不好的人生經驗所照成對社會的厭惡﹐或自身的抉擇是不被包括在內的。

hmmm... 天生的厭惡感﹐多麼可怕的感覺。就是看到什麼都是不順眼的﹐不喜歡的﹐提不起興趣的。但是﹐我相信每一個人都會有一個天使在受候著﹐當你找到你的天使的時候﹐你一定會改變的。變的自信﹐變得開朗﹐變得飽和﹐生活里突然會出現很多色彩﹐然後會覺得鏡子裡的自己越來越可愛﹐家人越來越親切﹐朋友越來越關心﹐同事越來越和藹。

所以﹐當你發覺有一個人在你身邊關心你的時候﹐不要把他推開﹐他也許是你一生當中那唯一的天使。

- 小鱼-

Sleepless

You wouldn't believe this, i didn't sleep the whole nite... DID NOT SLEEP AT ALL! am i crazy or what? guess i slept too much in the afternoon yesterday.

so, i was still up when haw came back home this morning around 7.45. We went for b'fast, well, he didn't know that i did not sleep all nite. I pretended to be sleeping when he came into the room, or else, i think i will get one nice scolding from him, "WHAT??! sick still don't sleep at nite? bad gal!!"

well, i did catch some sleep after b'fast, slept from 10am till 12noon, didn't want to sleep more, didn't dare to anymore, cos tomorrow i got to drive up to KL, and tonite i definitely got to sleep early. Thanks to baba's call just now, which woke me up, if not, i think i will continue to sleep till don't know when. haha.

yeah, tomorrow going back to KL. My long-waited-trip. it is one of my gal-friend's wedding tomorrow, happy for her, wish you happy ever after with siu sha ko, haha~~~

Back to work~~~

yeah, holiday ended. Tomorrow back to work again. kinda tired today, went to vivo city, yes, again. Met xiao chuan's friends, 1 big guy, and 1 small guy, haha, so funny.

I suppose to go fetch sis from Golden Mile, but decided not to go cos we were meeting the guys at Vivo, so, poor sis got to cab to Vivo and meet me instead. Didn't do much over there, don't want to watch movie, don't want to shop, so, just walk around in that big mall. Eat and walk, eat and walk.

Saw a big Swedish boat over there, wanted to get on it but it's 10 bucks per adult, so expensive, so didn't go up in the end.

Arghh... boring boring boring day. nothing much to do in singapore really, looking forward to my KL trip next weekends, which is 3 days from now. yahoo~~~

The CountDown

Sis went back to KL for the new year count down, xiao chuan and me stay in singapore. At first we got no plan for the 2007 new year count down. but staying at home was just too bored. So, no matter how crowded the place will be, we decided to go down and see the fire works, held at the esplanade drive.

reach Suntec at around 6pm, we were early, we were kiasu... cos i scared later got no parking lot anymore. we were lucky, plenty of parkings at Suntec. Parked the car, went for dinner and guess what??? we had our dinner at Ichiban sushi, on him, hehe, he was different thru out the whole nite.

After dinner, went for a walk around in Suntec. around 9pm,

" you want to have the brown cake?" he asked

"what brown cake??!!!"

looked at him, don't know what's he talking about

"the brown cake that have a scoop of ice-cream on it!" he said

i was shocked, then scream (softly) "yeah~~~is the brownie la."

i wanted to hug him, but he is just too shy to hug in the public, sigh

After the brownies, we walked to marina square, looked for his friend, looked for a place to sit, cos at 10pm, there was a short fire works as well. Gosh, that 10pm one was like about 30sec. wasted my time sitting there. It was drizzling as well.

Went back into the marina square, he asked again,"you know what's the first movie that we watch in 2007?" what??? he wanna treat me to a movie summore? it's so not him... haha, i was happy though.

So, we walked to GV to check out the movies, but no nice movie, all those that we are interested, we already watched.

At about 10.30pm, we started to walk towards the bridge, we decided to watch the fireworks on the bridge, walk walk walk, so many ppl, so warm, arghh... hate it. We couldn't find a nice place this year, i was quite pek cek, cos quite see properly, then ppl screaming here and there...

then he said," next year, we are gonna watch this in a hotel room!" haha... i love him.

Something happened after the fireworks... some stupid thingy, made everybody so angry. I am not posting about that here, but when we finally get the car, off the carpark, heading home, was like about 1.45am in the morning.

In the car...

"Wanna go McCafe for a bite?" he asked

"haha, ok, this time on me." he spent too much tonite.

Reach home, showered, sat at the computers... and start... Auditions~~~ till 6am ( haha, we are crazy, i know)