暧昧感觉

歌曲：<<最后慢舞>>
歌手：周传雄


黑夜来袭热闹的街渐渐冷清
寂寞的人聚集在一起
我拥着你摇晃目光紧贴你
舍不得离去
音乐停舞步停
从今以后再也不会靠这么近
最后一次纠结在一起
我仰着头回避眼中的泪意
最后的相依
音乐起舞步起
拥着你空气中凝结着一种
气味叫做分离
拥着你或许就会有勇气
让我们的爱延续
我们是两个个体
我们被困在这里
汗水握在我的手心
只剩心跳的声音
拥着你黑暗中交叠的那个
剪影那么伤心
拥着你省略了千言万语
绝望的抱你更紧
你化身的凄凉旋律
是我最美的回忆

oh, i love this song when i heard it from UFM1003 for the first time today. I touched me so much... 最近很喜欢一种暧昧的感觉，我不会形容，就是爱那种暧昧。of course, 我是没有暧昧的对象的，只是有那种感觉而已，它会让我的mood swing 得很厉害。 我想我有病，我想我将不久于人世了。 我想我必须振作起来，不要胡思乱想，最近一些奇怪的想法快把我淹没了。

最后慢舞，多么凄美。。。

17 days left

hahaha, i am once excited again.... after all the hassle by the convenience of the internet, i found one of my long-lost-contact friend. We chatted on the phone just now, he is in Macau now, working there... we were very very close good friends while secondary school. I can still remember all the fun time we spent together during math and science classes.

I followed him around to all the dramas that he performed in. He is indeed meant for this field. You should see him in person, so that u will know how expressive his expression can be.

I bet it's hard for us to meet up nowadays, I am in Singapore while he is in Macau. But i am still happy to finally keep in touch with this long-lost-contact friend again.

Day-Counter: 17 days...

My sotong head

not only i act like a sotong, now, i got the head of a sotong as well, I think i am turning into a real sotong very soon. Goodbye to all my love ones.

18 days left

Gosh, i spent so much again, bought a DP cardigan, damn cute, and a DP tube, don't worry, i am wearing the tube together with the cardigan, i don't want to scare anybody that bump into me on the street. hehe...

I bought some hair-making stuffs from the Cheap Jap Shop as well, sis helped me to setup some nice hair style, although it didn't turn out as we expected, but we tried, ok... I am gonna try it again. I think it will look nice on me :)

I can't belief that i am blogging so often lately, just for one simple reason, days-counting.

Day-Counter: 18 days...

19 days left

Sometimes, i just feel that life got to have some points.

1. Today we had our dinner at a japanese restaurant in plaza singapura.
2. The food there sucks a big time.
3. The portion there is so damn small.
4. Their fried rice is very wet.
5. Their gravy for the fried rice, i.e. tomato sause, tasted funny.
6. Their sweet corn soup is indeed very very sweet, which tasted weird to me.
7. Their hot plate chicken is very oily.

.... etc etc etc.... seriously, i can just go on and on and on... but, strangely, that place is full of ppl, i wonder whether they are all first timer there or a re-visit.

... 19 days.

@ The Esplanade Library

Guess where am i right now? hehe, using sis's lappy, online at the esplanade library.. I am so excited. well, this is my first time in singapore, online in somewhere outside my house, u know? worth screaming right? but i can't, DUH... i am in a LIBRARY...

actually i am not suppose to be here, i suppose to be teaching, working, but i didn't, i pon my students' lessons, hehehe... bad teacher here. But it's not my fault, it's my sis's fault. Cos she got a concert to go to, in fact, she is in a concert right now. Then i don't want to be left out, working like mad, while she is enjoying... hence, i called up, and cancelled the lesson, ta da~~~~ I am just soooo smart.

I think today is my first day feeling hyper(as b4) after Haw left :( aiks... :)))

I got another mission of my trip to The Esplanade Library actually. I come here to look for a piano score... again, requested by my dearest sister... see, I am the best sister in the world, right? I am looking for a piece call Jesu, Joy of Man's Desiring, it's a choral cantata by Mr. J.S.Bach... I found, I found, I found 3 different editions of the piece. I shall borrow just all of them back for CH. and one more book for myself, the great musical, Les Miserables's scores.

yay, i am so happy.... ya ya, i know, this is my 2nd post of the day, but i just got to post down such a meaningful moment of my life, wasting time, waiting for my sister to fetch her home, right?

20 days left

It's raining out side. These few days the weather is so damn cold. My fingers are numb whenever i got up from bed every morning, cos my duvet doesn't cover them very well through the nites. Sigh...

My LV lover friend called me all of the sudden yesterday. I wonder what she got to say when we meet up one day, cos she said she want to meet me one day, passing me some souvenirs and chatting and catch up some updates from me. I really wonder what she gonna tell me this time. hmmm... i wonder.

IMH and still counting... 20 days

Sotong

I am indeed very blur lately... I supposed to go to work, so, i went to the car, started the engine, setup the mp3 device ( that took me about 5mins), off the engine, got off the car and thought that i already off from work... -.-'"

walked back to the car, started the engine for the 2nd time, setup the stupid mp3 thingy again ( another 3 mins) and this time, i remembered to drive away from home :)

P.S and today, i forgot to zip up my jeans (blushed)

21 days left

started my day early today. The time now is around 7.50am. Hmmm... for a person like me, maybe you are wondering why am i up so early today. Cos i got to send my sis and her boss to work today, as the boss's car is going into the workshop for checkup.

Feeling not good when i wake up just now though. cos didn't really catch a good sleep last nite, guess i slept too much on the day b4. I am still moody, didn't really talk at home since haw is not around in the house. I cannot be like that for this 23 days. I think I must change my life style, after all, I am regaining my freedom after about 8 or 9 years. Well, not that i don't have any freedom when he is around, but less, haha.

But i still wish that these few days can pass faster though.

Still waiting and counting.... 21 days

23 days left

Just got back from the airport, sent Haw off for Jakarta. Arghh... I am so tired. wanna go catch some sleep. Counting down... 23 days

NDP

I was driving, stopped by mr. police, and saw them walked pass us. hehe... I thought i won't have any chance to go to NDP for my whole life, who knows...

I was at the junction, in my car, with sis. Stopped there to let them walked pass. too excited, so decided to take some pictures of them.

By the way... Haw is going to Jakarta on Tuesday... I got no mood. :(

my 100th post

Haw: 我用你的名字写了一首诗给你。
me: 哈哈，念来听听。
Haw: ‘李’你都傻，‘静’静就好， ‘宜’神疑鬼。
me: -.-"'

haha, i just realised that this is my 100th post. cool ya. special thanks to mr. xiao chuan, thanks for cheering me up. I am still in the progress of formatting my computer as well as my brain.

WARNING: format will erase ALL data on this disk.

to format the disk click OK, to close, click cancel.

OK <--- click click click
formatting... 1% 2% 3% 4%...

kong kong kong

kong kong kong... this is the sound when i knock my head on the wall... why is it kong kong kong and not kok kok kok... one reason..... cos it's empty inside. -.- bleh~~~

Some Updates.

Haw: (while watching campus superstar) 看她的样子就不象是会唱歌的人。
me: 你不可以以貌取人。
Haw: 我是绝对不会以貌"娶"人的。
me: -.-

I just got back from plaza singapura, went there for my pop piano lesson. The lesson was ok, a little on the slow pace, but it's ok. I shall just continue learning and see what can i achieve from there.

I didn't blog much lately, it's all because my life for the pass few weeks was er... boring. I work, I sleep, I eat... everyday. Not a single thing in my life worth voicing out. ahhh... I am so dead. My mind just gone blank, again. I realise this happen to me quite often. Once in a while u will see me posting about me being a dead meat, blank head, etc etc. Does this happen to u too?

Oh ya, i am using Haw's comp nowadays. cos my computer got my virus, i think, it has gone blank too. it is dead too. I am still thinking a way of formatting it. but, i am still thinking... thinking... think think think..... and fell asleep eventually.

A nice chat

I am chatting with Flora - one of my ex-housemate when we were in bristol. Talked so much, i type type type nonstop... hehe, maybe too long never talk to her, we talked from job, to money, to life, and now, still talking.... about me having babies or not... -.-

nice talking to her though... hehe. ok, i shall back to the MSN with her.

My first lesson of the pops

Yesterday was my first lesson @ Yamaha Music School @ Plaza Singapura. hehe, very basic course.

I pretended that i only have a little bit of music background. My purpose is to see how a pop piano lesson be conducted. hmmm... maybe next time i can take up students for pop piano course. Then can earn more,then can buy more lexus for mei mei, so that she can be a da fei po... and then i will be come pai gu xian. wahahaha....

ok, enough of craps. I will update more about my pop piano lesson next time, yesterday was just learning the Do Re Mi Fa and Sol. the first 5 notes in the C major. and u know what? it really took me a hard time pretending that i cannot curve my fingers... hehe.

Oh ya, i got a bad cough now, really bad, and i got chased out from one of my student's house cos of that, the daddy said he scared that i will spread the germs to his kids, sigh sigh... I already there, started the scales with Sheryl, and he can chopped the lesson and ask me to go home, sigh sigh.... hard to become teacher here leh....

Funny Maths

found this online, super funny, enjoy~~

Random post

me: why are babies always staring at me?
sis: maybe they are thinking, hmmm... i hope i won't be like her when i grow up
me: -.-